The Mystical Search for Money

Money is weird. It takes soo little of it to live in most of the world. we spend soo much in this part of the world on life. and it can multiply and disappear in pretty incredible ways. I think, if I can stir up another 30K I stand a pretty good chance of making it to the other side of a demo and into some real financing. but whats 30K?? its nothing. yeah its half a salary (or the part you get to keep when the gov is done ;)), but really, seriously, people spend 30K on cars. its nothing!! and I think its all I need right now. If you've been following along, then you'll know the number has gone up (as estimates do I think). This has been fueled firstly by me having a harder time than expected with the bank (I was assuming I could borrow a bit of money which is proving harder to borrow), and secondly by the advent of more bodies to shelter and feed. As the party gets bigger it costs a little bit more to throw. But I was thinking to myself today as I was rerunning the numbers, 10K... 30K... its really not a ton of money either way, and I really do have faith that I can find it.